{"id":76,"date":"2003-08-03T17:27:39","date_gmt":"2003-08-03T21:27:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bumc.bu.edu\/sexualmedicine\/psas\/psas-a-personal-experience\/"},"modified":"2003-08-03T17:27:39","modified_gmt":"2003-08-03T21:27:39","slug":"psas-a-personal-experience","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.bumc.bu.edu\/sexualmedicine\/psas-a-personal-experience\/","title":{"rendered":"PSAS &#8211; A Personal Experience"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My case was complicated because I actually had PSAS plus hypogonadism. Despite a lifelong history of depression, giving me another antidepressant to try, and then another, just delayed the ultimate diagnosis and frustrated me even more because my symptoms were exacerbated by antidepressants. I finally threw away the last prescription the psychiatrist wrote and went off all psych meds. Depakote was recommended and it proved a good choice but a totally different idea than another antidepressant.<\/p>\n<p>\nI suffered from no real orgasms for fully two years, having been orgasmic all my 24 years of married life. I suffered from constant PSAS for over a year and I became so desperate I was ready to end my life, not from depression but just from an unwillingness to continue such a low quality existence. The symptoms were 24 hours, seven days a week, without any relief to speak of and no one had a clue. My wonderful husband tried his best and tried his best but it was never enough.<\/p>\n<p>\nMy youngest son&#8217;s last year of high school passed, and it should have been a wonderful year. I had to spend an obscene amount of time alone in my bedroom just trying to get some kind of relief. Thank God I had the fortitude to not want to ruin his graduation by killing myself and making things even worse. I am a professional and I had to go to work without much or any sleep for literally days on end.<\/p>\n<p>\nIn the end, things are working out. It has been an absolute nightmare but it is ending.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My case was complicated because I actually had PSAS plus hypogonadism. Despite a lifelong history of depression, giving me another antidepressant to try, and then another, just delayed the ultimate diagnosis and frustrated me even more because my symptoms were exacerbated by antidepressants. I finally threw away the last prescription the psychiatrist wrote and went [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":5,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bumc.bu.edu\/sexualmedicine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/76"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bumc.bu.edu\/sexualmedicine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bumc.bu.edu\/sexualmedicine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bumc.bu.edu\/sexualmedicine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bumc.bu.edu\/sexualmedicine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=76"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bumc.bu.edu\/sexualmedicine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/76\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bumc.bu.edu\/sexualmedicine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=76"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}